2009鬱陶
tori kudo exhibition
uttoh
「を物語に作り上げ、その物語に作り上げられ、それを地に注ぎ出し、地名性の渦に投げ込まれ、言葉を出す地層を間違え、物のように侵入され、行けない場所が増え、やがてどこにも行けなくなり、語り出す力もなくなり、虐待の記憶の頭を撫でられ乍ら、動くうちは体に引きずられ、動かせなくなれば逃亡(ノド)の地に蹲り、吐いては食べられ、地名のようにそれを二十年過ぎ行かせ、木々はそのまま、三十年経ち立ち眩み、暮らせるうちは養われず、養おうとする時は愛せず、自然は何の役にも立たず、携帯に打ち込まれ、立ち飲まれ飲み立たれ、商談の喫茶に横座りして、出て来る場所を言葉に間違えられ、終りから始めさせられ、折り句に煽られ、本当の事は誰にも言えず、ただ雨がびちょびちょ降っていて、」
made by the story I made. poured the story out into the ground, thrown into whirlpool of toponym. mistook the layer where I put out words, invaded like material.
places I can not come go on increasing, then it becomes impossible to go anywhere.
lost the ability to put out words, patted the head of the memory of cruelty. dragged by the body when it moves, when it became impossible to move it, squatted myself down in the land of Nodo. vomited, eaten. made it pass by like 20 years toponym,
trees were the same as before, got dizzy after 30 years passed. when making livelihood, to be supported was not able, when willing to support, not able is to love.
nature was not useful at all. written into mobile. stood up while drunk or drunk while stood up. when I was sitting sidewise on the chair of business talk in a cafe, word mistook the place I came out. was started from the end. incited by Hebrew parallelism. not able to say the true thing to anyone. only it rains dispiritedly.
03/04/09musashikoganei@artland
29/04/－06/05/09asagaya@hinemosunotari
12-16/08/09matsuyama@hibi
19－23/08/09nishiogi@fall
10-18/10/09gifu@pand
08/12/09－20/12/09fukuoka@tetra